Friday, April 15, 2011

my MORNING~~

Today i woke up, and I felt empty inside. This isn’t the first time this has happened recently, in fact for the past two months this is how i’ve been feeling every day. i keep trying to pinpoint what is making me feel this way, blaming it on the fact that i hate my day without ue. Then blaming stress, and then blaming anything I could that wasn’t the truth. However the fact of the matter is, I’m feeling empty because the person that i love is miles away. 


We met in the strangest way, and our time together was simple and yet so incredible. The few months that we spent together were some of the happiest months of my life. Every time ue came to visit me, i felt a kind of happiness that i can’t even explain; and every time ue left i counted down the days until i would see you again. I fell for ue after only knowing ue for a few days, and after that i just continued to fall. i loved the simple text messages you would send me every morning, telling me how much you missed and loved me. i loved the way ue smell, i loved ur hands..ur body, and i loved ur smile. i even loved your friends; i looked forward to seeing them almost as much as i looked forward to seeing ue. ue were everything to me, the person who brought me back to life after i had thought my days of loving another were over.


bby miss ue hubby..~~ :(

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