because of da song

hallo..~~ its been 2 days.. im not onlinee.. malass bhaa..~~ bnyak benda mok d pikirkan.. huh..!~ lae pun..my bband abis kredit.. now pun baru topup.. THANKS TO MY DADDY.. yg tolong.. eheheh.. my hp was silent for 2 days.. yaaa.. 2 dayss.. malas la mok topup.. kalau ada kredit pun x tau mok sms sapa kan... kalau bersms pun.. mcm x kna layan jak msg tuee.. ya laa.. ORANG DISANAAA tuee busy kerjaa.. soo.. peduli la kan... 

ok...

berbalik pada cerita la kan..me x tau knapa kemarin me sangat..!! sanagat...!!  sangaaaaaaaaaaattt.. emosional.. crying mcm ada org mati jak.. yaa laa.. bingung sendri me...!!  maybe because dis song kot.. 

lyrics deaa soooo touching.. by da way.. this is wat i felt.. here me bg dea pnyaa lirik k.. 

Aku ingin engkau ada disini

menemaniku saat sepi

menemaniku saat gundah

berat hidup ini tanpa dirimu

ku hanya mencintai kamu

ku hanya memiliki kamu

Reff:

aku rindu setengah mati kepadamu

sungguh ku ingin kau tahu

aku rindu setengah mati

meski tlah lama kita tak bertemu

ku slalu memimpikan kamu

ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu

aku rindu setengah mati kepadamu

sungguh ku ingin kau tahu

ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu

aku rindu…

 jum layan..~~menangis2 kita k.. ehehe.. :')

very SUPPORTIVE friend

i got one friend dat always give me an advice.. and she too understand my situation really are.. we share our opinion.. share our feeling about relationship and so on.. i love dis gurl soo damn much..!!

PEARL

I miss her

hope she doing fine there.. and i pray for her happiness n success.. :)

TRUST each other

sumone ever said diz to my boyfie and me..

"ue girlfriend is very sweet indeed, anyone would like a girl like her..and i must say, ue are very lucky to have her in ue life..treasure her..take care of her..and hold her hand till da end of life..and ue wannie, ue must try to understand his situation now..i kno ue always in his mind.. think before ue do.. n do not over force on him..lastly, ue all should have is TRUST ..as dat wats builds the beautiful bring of this relationship...have great trust and understanding of each other..In life problem may occur, tightness of times can be happen..despite all dat keep ur love and faith strong..never make a mistake dat will keep ue regret lifelong both of ue..."

dis friend always support our relationship... and he always give advice to me.. to stand up da relationship..i know he was frustrated now..here i wanna say that.. ue da type of men a lady want it... dat always concern about his girlfriend...caring..understanding.. but i dunno why his gf not appreciated him..hmmm maybe she is not match with him..i guess..~!

so here i wanna share sumting to ue all..

"TRUST ,means to believe.. i trust ue, means i have no doubt in my mind about ue hosnesty, integrity and crediabilty.. NO relationship can survive without TRUST. How to develop and keep the TRUST in a relationship forever, because as soon as the TRUST breaks, the RELATIONSHIP breaks too..."

"...TRUST is da foundation on which a RELATIONSHIP is built. If ue dont TRUST a person, howsoever ue may love HIM/HER, ue RELATIONSHIP will not survive, because ue have no TRUST in HIM/HER..."

BE OPEN..SEEK TRUST AND UE WILL GET GET A BEAUTIFUL RELATIONSHIP...

Awake

hehehehe.. awake from my sleep.. because my boyfie give me a call.. arggg.. happy bhaa..~~ until i cannot go to sleep again..hmmm.. so wat i wanna do now..??

hmm wat i can do here ?? updatee..?? update about what..?? hahah.. ok here i want to introduce my family.. one by onee.. :) hehehe...

*dis my KING n QUEEN.. i love them soo much..!!

* here my brother.. wan black..huh.. da one whos always being annoying.. but..im still love him..

* and here.. my little sister n brother... eira n meruwl..~being so kiddy in our house.. da most yg kena sayang... *jeles*

naaa... dis la my family.. not so big la kan.. but without them im nobody bhaa.. heheh.. even sumtimes we susah.. but still together.. n can live happily, harmony, n in-love everyday... they my insprition..my soul.. my everything... huh..!~ i miss them much too.. instead.. im always going back home every weekend.. ahaha..~~

so...

until here.. im sleepy oredy..hope can sleep well...

bubyee..!!

"good night"

short update fellas,

its 11.19pm....huh..~!! feel sleepy rite noww+ bored..

nothing to do..~~ no one wants to SMS n CALLING with me.. quiet sad here..

my hubby going to work..night shift today..

*here my hubby with his working uniform ..aww look so charming here..

hehehhe.. he works as a assistant security officer (airlines) of AIRASIA.. n working at LCCT.. far from me.. but dun ask me wat actually his doing on da duty.. bcause im not really kno...

but its okey..no matter how far you are, no matter how long ue gone, ue always be with me. i will see ue always as clear as day..for our love knows no boundaries and never will...because ue see, our hearts are ONE, and mine is always home

oh .. times up.. time to sleep fellas..~~

good nytee.. sweet dreamm..

" ue dont understand" E-G-O

argggggghggghhh...!!~~ why must wen we get into arguments and he ALWAYS has to be right..?! It gets on my nerves.. He always tell me "ue dont understand".... I just dun get it.. but when it comes for my turn to speak.. he won't listen..

Its not fair..!!!

feel i wanna punch ue down...!!

im angry...but i still love ue boy..!~~